I should have been as if I had not been: transferred from the womb to the tomb
Other versions
King James Version
I should have been as though I had not been; I should have been carried from the womb to the grave.English Standard Version
and were as though I had not been, carried from the womb to the grave.New International Version
If only I had never come into being, or had been carried straight from the womb to the grave!