I wish that my sins, for which I deserve wrath, and the calamity that I endure, were weighed out on a balance
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King James Version
Oh that my grief were throughly weighed, and my calamity laid in the balances together! English Standard Version
"Oh that my vexation were weighed, and all my calamity laid in the balances!New International Version
"If only my anguish could be weighed and all my misery be placed on the scales!