And if I now became simple, my soul would be ignorant even of this, and my life would weary me
Other versions
King James Version
Though I were perfect, yet would I not know my soul: I would despise my life.English Standard Version
I am blameless; I regard not myself; I loathe my life.New International Version
"Although I am blameless, I have no concern for myself; I despise my own life.