But if it seems to you otherwise, I beg you to put me to death, and so may I find grace in your eyes, lest I be afflicted with such evils.
Other versions
King James Version
And if thou deal thus with me, kill me, I pray thee, out of hand, if I have found favour in thy sight; and let me not see my wretchedness.English Standard Version
If you will treat me like this, kill me at once, if I find favor in your sight, that I may not see my wretchedness."New International Version
If this is how you are going to treat me, put me to death right now-if I have found favor in your eyes-and do not let me face my own ruin."