Justice and judgment are the preparation of your throne. Mercy and truth will precede your face
Other versions
King James Version
I am afflicted and ready to die from my youth up: while I suffer thy terrors I am distracted.English Standard Version
Afflicted and close to death from my youth up, I suffer your terrors; I am helpless.New International Version
From my youth I have been afflicted and close to death; I have suffered your terrors and am in despair.